There was no sunlight when I woke up that morning. The condition was surrounded by gray clouds and chilling wind. Surely it looked like the winter was about to return again with the plight of heavy rain. I was surprised to have woken up at all. If I could only just lied down and close my eyes forever, and so I didn’t have to feel anything real at that moment. Who to say, reality is a real bitch. It hurts somehow that I’d better dive into a dream and just forget about everything. But the previous night’s events were still echoed inside my head.
I hope he didn’t mean a single word he said.
All those words that had come out of his mouth, stung my heart painfully. It was painful enough to make me cry. And he just kept saying the same thing over the time.
"I’m sorry." he said
I didn’t know what to do when the truth just hit me like a punch-out in the face. I was hurt and wondering what had gone wrong, and why. He said a word no more and just left not even bother to say goodbye. He was gone. What left here were the pieces of the broken heart. There was no one to blame only it was all my friggin’ fault.
I believe that somehow I would learn to let it go. That eventually, I would bring myself to let him go. A sigh of confusion was let from my breath. I was telling myself, making a promise that it would be the last time. And I shall never cry over him or anyone again…
